Wow, how time flies. I'm sure that all of the gang who was tuning in are now tuned out. But I will ramble on for just a bit.
So How is your life right now? Do you just sit there and really think about it. Where did yesterdays hopes and dreams go? Are they still around? Tucked deep away in the dark recesses of you mind. I swear, right now I feel fine, but schedule Doctors appointments because when they stick me I know i'm alive. Most days I don't. I slip from one undistingushable day to the next. I do not think that it is ever going to end. When is it to late to reclaim your passion? To grab for it all? Do you finally just take a gamble and face the consequences. I've never been a good loser. I really have had very little experience in it. But lately? Maybe I just need to walk away. Turn my back, toss the phone. What I need is a victory and I need one fast. I am sad, and lost. Yet strangly not really depressed just resigned. Soon I will head to Cando and Then Rollette. The Wagon Wheel always makes me smile and feeling the benelli buck in my hands, the smell of the swamp and the cool damp air always jump starts my heart. Good friends and hunting ducks. If only October lasted all year.
On a brighter note. Last week while out walleye fishing with Hop and Corey, The walleyes were biting and the northern lights were spectacular. The young eaglets in the nest near my home are about to take their first flight, and a mated pair of Osprey have made a nest just a half mile down the road, atop a power pole. The whitetail are active and the young of the year are losing their spots. The walleye bite is as good as it has ever been since I moved here and the muskie are getting more and more active every day. There may be a 50"er in the future. Yeah, Bemidji is a good gig if you can get it.